Friday, August 6, 2010

Desperation post... or not!

Ok.. so, I've had this LONG post brewing and bubbling from within for days now.. but, having the or taking the time to sit down and hammer it all out. (or let it all gush out of me) is more than I think I can handle at this point.

There are some circumstances that I can't talk about on the blog... but, we were told we should hear something in 2 weeks (the 2 weeks were up YESTERDAY).. and we'd then travel within one week... (NEXT Thursday ish..)... but, I'm not holding my breath (anymore)... passed out from that one to many times...

We know God has a plan... he don't want to go one second before the exact moment we're supposed to go..

I go back to work on Monday... to say that I dread it is the understatement of the year... 1/4 of my co-workers are going to assume we've been and are home and I have pics of my newly wonderful bundle of joy... the other 1/4 know we've not gone yet.. and wonder what the heck is up... another 1/4 ask just to see me cry... cause they don't 'get' it, and think I'm a freak.. and the other 1/4 could care less...

Can I take a recording with me???
and what's insane is that in the back of my mind... I sometimes ? if this is ever going to 'really' happen...
hummm.....

Continuing to stand on the promises we've been given...

8 comments:

George and Debbie said...

Lanetta , remember you post from august 14 '09 , God did a miracle then and he has been with you the entire time! hang in there , sit down and reflect back on ALL those times God pulled you through (maybe write them down so you have them immediately ). stand firm YOU WILL GET THERE!! As far as your coworkers go I am certain there is someone in that crowd that is being drawn to Christ because of your faith , Gods character never changes.
so that the people were AMAZED TO SEE the dumb speaking, the maimed with their hands perfect, the lame walking, and the blind seeing; and they gave the glory to the God of Israel.
we will continue to keep you and your family in prayer.
George and Debbie

dnd82001 said...

Thinking and praying for you and know that the time will come........


Darlene

Kim said...

I so understand what you mean! It was so hard when I was teaching school and getting our dossier ready at the same time. People who haven't adopted internationally just don't fully comprehend what it all entails no matter how many times you tell them.

I bet you hear something this week! Just hold your head high and show your faith in the Lord by being excited that your time to travel is so very near!

Praying for you!

lisa said...

I understand completely!! It will happen...take me as an example of you do not want to travel until the timing is just right!! Sometimes we don't know what is good for us...huh?? All the things that went wrong with my timeline led me to someone so right for me!!

Hang in there and big hugs to you!! Lisa

Our Ukrainian Journey said...

Hey Lanetta, you will arrive in Kaz at the exact moment you are supposed to, and that time is so near! We are praying for you!
Sending you love, hugs and prayer!

Baby Kaz Moore said...

Lanetta, it's easy to say from where I'm sitting, but God really does have a plan for you. Lisa couldn't have said it any better. I do wish you peace and patience during this stressful time. One day it'll all be so clear. Hugs to you, Susan

Jill (& Bob) said...

*Hugs*

Wish I had some amazing words of wisdom, but I don't...so I'm just sending hugs and prayers your way!

Jill (& Bob) said...

*Hugs*

Wish I had some amazing words of wisdom, but I don't...so I'm just sending hugs and prayers your way!

And whoever welcomes a little child like this in my name, welcomes me!” Matt 18:5

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